so there were about 154 posts on this blog about 2 minutes ago. a few clicks later and a year and a half of my life was wiped out. and here we are on 10/10/09 starting something completely new. being who i am, i backed up the blog before i deleted but i don't have any intentions to go drudging through the old stuff. and i have absolutely not plans for the present state of this blog. so very un-me. but whatever it morphes into, i promise to be as transparent and unfiltered as i can stand. all the while remembering the path back to the delete button ...